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Monday, July 16, 2007 ♥21:17

you want to know how it feels?
being so FUCKED up.
& the BEST thing is.
no one knows. NO ONE.
best kan?
euu cried a lake of tears,
do all sorts of stuffs to prove to others you're alright.
but inside you're ALL TORN APART!
it's all DRAMA.
you act out stuffs to convinced others.
hoho~ hanna.
you've make such a good act.
BRAVA!

hey guys.
what's the matter now?
we're tering apart.
like AGAIN!
i mean i want THE BELOHZX back BADLY!
but now.
people have to change in life.
SO CHANGE.
it's just a little something about you that we're unhappy with.
we want the OLD you back.
just like how i want the old ME back.
i mean.
after what we've been through.
this is how it's going to end?
NO.
im NEVER gonna make that happen.
NEVER ohkay?
we have to just be together to matter what.
COME BACK BELOHZX!
shove aside the boys in your life.
i know boys means the world.
yeaps.
it does to me to.
but friends are more important kan?
boys are just something euu want to get involved to second to friendship.
right?
im NOT saying euu cnt go look for boys.
euu can laa.
but berpada-pada laa sikit makcik oi.
jangan luper dunia kay?
i know euu might not be happy with me.
but m stating my point of view.
im sure euu want to know about this.

rightt..
today.
Jurongville Npcc went to Home Team Academy(HTA) for our .22 revolver dry shoot.
i mean.
yea!
A REAL REVOLVER!
GEREKS kan?
today's just a dry practice.
means euu don't use bullets to shoot.
it's just to get yourself used to the revolver&the sequences to FIRE!
ahah(:
i looove it laa.
like seriously.
I CNT WAIT FOR THE LIVE SHOOT on the 24 laa seyy.
ahah(:
hope i can aim&fire well!
macam COOL gitu kan pegang revolver.
like real policeman-in my case, policewoman like that.
wednesday will be the next dry practise.
at least there's something to be looking forward to right?
yeaps!
cool laa.

OH SHIT HANNA! see what you;ve done again.euu ruined your own life again. what the HELL is happening to you?! euu hurt him again right? & euu don't realised it until euu know he isn't happy with you. hey hanna! you don;t go around hurting people's feelings anytime you like. if it's hi you LOVE then DON'T hurt him. don;t try to be TOO perfect. it's gonna hurt him.& get your mind over your emotions. don't just do things ikut perasaan. klakar ke aper? after all he's done to you? this is how euu repay him? what kind of girlfriend are you?! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER! YOU;RE STRONG! BELIEVE ME.

~NO IM NO LONGER STRONG! LEAVE ME ALONE!
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